The Only One

"The Only One"

Some would ask me, "What's your ideal man?"
And I would say when he will come, maybe I would know
Because there's no such thing
As Idealism when it comes to love
I said to myself
Though I wasn't so sure with my answers

Sometimes I will just imagine him
Just not to be lonely
But as time passes by
I finally get it

When my whole body and soul was embraced
By some kind of forces called Love,
Contentment
And Understanding

Maybe I could finally say
I finally found "the one"
And finally, when that time comes
I promise, no matter what happens

I will be always there for him
I will be there at his downfall
I will be there when he can't be himself
I will never leave his side
I will always be the person he needs

With faithfulness
With loyalty
With trust
With patience
With commitment
And with consistency

Whether he will not love me anymore
Whether he will not stay at my side
Whether he was busy over something
Nor he was tired of me anymore
Nor the love he had was for someone else anymore

I would still love him
Whether some would call me stupid
It's because I promised
That I would be only for him
That I would only love him
That his happiness will be the only thing that will matter

But for now, let me love myself first
Without thinking of him
Not until the day I will finally get to meet him
And until that day, I will work hard for our future
And I promise, his hands will be the only hands I will touch
Because he will always be my only one
"The Only One"

-Dreamer-

Positivity!

Hi to the readers out there!!

Today I am  very happy!
Things that  never really matter don't matter  anymore
Like why do I have to stress out or feel lonely
When I control my life, my own happiness
I just have to be grateful and be happy
Move on, Let go, And live your life

You only live once
Therefore don't let negativity embrace you
Nor swallow you
You know what
I was a very depressed lonely person
And I waited too long

But I guess I don't have to wait anymore
Stop with making excuses to yourself
Telling yourself you're stupid
Or you can't do that
Because you can actually do that

It's a choice and my choice have been settled
I want to be happy
I want to live my life to the fullest
I don't want to worry anymore
I don't want to feel empty

And today, I'm giving myself what it actually deserve
Happiness and Contentment
I want to be free
Chase my dreams
And try out new things

I want to bake pastries and cakes
I want to cook food
I want to try Taekwondo
I want to photograph life
I want to fly
I want to climb mountains
I want to try everything
And visit many places

It may be impossible
But someday I will make it possible
I just want to make it
Some would say I won't be able to make it
But do their words really matter?
No, right
So just embrace life

Pain and failures are normal
Disappointment and dismay is natural
It's part of life
Just handle it
And rule your life
With POSITIVITY!


-Dreamer-